Friday, 23 May 2008

Choices

I am being faced with choices over and over again to do with illnesses and how to treat them and I am not ashamed to say I am finding it very hard. When I was diagnosed with cancer I was told how it was to be treated like this and I never questioned a thing and did what I was told and took what I was given. Nothing less, nothing more. Now 10 years later I am not sure it is so simple for everyone and I don't think it would as simple for me either. There are so many paths to take now and so many belief systems ( I am sure there probably always were but now with the internet etc we have access to so much more information) My son is ill at the moment with scarlet fever we think and after one set of antibiotics he has once again a bright red throat. So the questions begin. Antibiotics again? Homeopathic medicine, reflexology and so I could go on.
One certain is LOVE and after that I must make my choice and stand by it, believe I know what is best for my son. I certainly feel tested but we will get there and he will be better soon. I definately believe in positive thinking.

1 comment:

Julie said...

Oui je comprends bien ce que tu dis là... courage Finley... courage Clare !